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02 February 2009
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9:10 pm
A Sad Day ! :'( morning went to macdonald for breakfast . i ate hotcake w sausage . so full in the morning . walk to school after breakfast . school today was okay. but one thing strange was my physics teacher . he was abit abnormal today . for no reason scold my classmate . he still diao my classmate & called him out after lesson to talk . isn't the teacher crazy ? after school , went home to bath & meet some friends to amk . then go meet him awhile then went back amk to find ahjess , vian , angel & daniel . i felt more happy w ahjess they all. but outside is happy , inside is crying & hitting myself . why i feel so bad today . what's the reason ? please tell me ! while i waiting for bus back to amk to find ahjess . a tears went down my cheek . but noone know that . you wont know how i feel today . meet ahjess they all at amk . then walk to a near by playground . i have no mood to play nor take photo . all the happy face i give are fake . ALL Fake ! went to amk library to help vian find books for her art . then walk to find coffee shop to eat dinner . walk awhile then train back to yew tee . after sending vian home. i walk home so alone in the streets , around me was like so dark & cold . i feel so heavy & sad while walk home . every step was so Heavy . feel like dying now , please kill me into pieces . so tired of studying & everything . hais.... :'( i know im sorry to call you get away just now . but please understand how i feel . you wont know de . reply my msg please ! Tag after you read this blog .{w/ name} |